Organizing Notes

Bruce Gagnon is coordinator of the Global Network Against Weapons & Nuclear Power in Space. He offers his own reflections on organizing and the state of America's declining empire....

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I grew up in a military family and joined the Air Force in 1971 during the Vietnam War. It was there that I became a peace activist.

Tuesday, September 12, 2017

My Worst Fears

My Worst Fears

We are in big
super-sized storms
exploding nukes
crazy Washington
contemptible NATO

bad water
computers, robotics,
jobs lost
to the
integrated circuits

Worried about
future generations
and our
non-human relations
on this
fragile planet

Grew up
hiding under
school desk

Cuban missile crisis
never went away
comes back like a
bad dream

Grew up
ducking from
flying combat boots
and smacks on head
and ass
head thrown
against closet door

Grew up
the voice was so harsh
("If you had a brain you'd be dangerous.  You're a dumb ass.  Dig your head outta your ass!")

What weight
was he caring around
that was taken out
on me?

Grew up
trying to prove
to others
and to me

Grew up
worried about abandonment
from father

Grew up
if luck
truly exists,
found a life raft
a way
to live
and share
the values
that deep down
were not beaten
out of me
in spite of
my worst fears


* Art work by Will Park from Central Florida and poem inspired by recent house guest from New York City poet Dan Icolari who challenged me to write it.


Blogger Lisa Savage said...

Admiration for your courage, gratitude for your resilience.

9/13/17, 4:04 AM  

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